Just wanted to say

to everyone

I haven't been around very much since I joined and feel cross with myself for that, but have had lots of family and personal worries recently, not least of which is my daughter's 2nd pregnancy which has become problematic.
She's 33 weeks now but the baby stopped growing 6 weeks ago..... and we're all obviously very worried and as a midwife, I'm finding it doubly hard.
On top of that I'm having a complete makeover of my site which I discovered had been so badly coded as to be almost dangerous (will never touch that particular designer again

), so am being zenned and will hopefully re-open early in the New Year.
I must thank Deb for her work here as she is going to re-design the site for me

, and has already come up with a perfect banner - see below

. The photo she used is my most special place in the world. Its in Yorkshire, the hill is Ingleborough above my mum's village, and the limestone pavements on the left is where a large number of my extensive family, including my much missed mum are scattered. Just beyond the drystone wall is where I did all my revision as a child and also for my nursing finals, it's peaceful, beautiful and you can see for miles.
I sincerely hope you all have a lovely Christmas and enjoy a Happy, Peaceful and Safe New Year
Susie xxx